Tonight, I thought my husband was acting weird. We had made plans to
    meet at a nice restaurant for dinner. I was shopping with my friends
    all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but
    he made no comment on it. Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that
    we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed, but he didn't say much.

       I asked him what was wrong; He said, 'Nothing.' I asked him if it
    was my fault that he was upset. He said he wasn't upset, that it had
    nothing to do with me, and not to worry about it. On the way home, I told him
    that I loved him. He smiled slightly, and kept driving.

       I can't explain his behavior I don't know why he didn't say, 'I love
    you, too.' When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him completely, as
    if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there quietly, and
    watched TV. He continued to seem distant and absent. Finally, with
    silence all around us, I decided to go to bed. About 15 minutes later, he came
    to bed. But I still felt that he was distracted, and his thoughts were somewhere
    else. He fell asleep - I cried. I don't know what to do. I'm almost
    sure that his thoughts are with someone else.

     My life is a disaster.
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